hello! hello!

sino kaya pumupunta dito?

anyway, thanks for coming. an update on us. i'm in dlsu entering my 3rd year, jogel is also in his 3rd year at u.p. diliman and mr. jack-of-all-trades monje is a full-time nurse elsewhere! (lol) my interests as of the moment are stocks and watching various anime'! haha. hopefully, i'll graduate on time and who knows where i'll go. anyway, let me share a story, i started writing a diary when i was in 1st year high but i stopped writing during that year. even though it was short, upon reading it after all these years, i felt relieved and proud, daming memories! kahit ako lang may alam nun.. hehe.. anyway, i hope i can do that too here in this journal.. when i come back here years from now, i can read the archive over and over again:D even by myself :p to end, with clear_fallen tradition, let me quote myself years ago. :D
gumagana pa kaya italicized dito?...
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i heard you're enjoying life.. thousand kilometers away. all i can do is dream of you. i really.. loved you.
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Close to You (Simpsons movie theme during Homer's helpless search for his family)

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

hello hello. this blog is up again! feel free to look at our emo blog of the past!. i hope you also go to my other "group" site! wearetalkers.multiply.com---> thanks a lot.


let's talk!

Damn baby
Just don't understand where we went wrong
I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave you...

As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first
It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know
We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room
Cause, we couldn't be alone
See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt
Back then we were in school; and that's your favourite excuse
Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you
Listen and don't trip
I think I need a bottle with a genie in it
Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time

If I had one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish

Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in
If so then searchin' I’ll go, then I can have you for sho
Then you’ll be loving me, holding me, kissing me
So girl don’t tell me what I’m feeling is make believe
I swear if I lose a second chance with you
I wouldn’t know what to do
I’d probably check myself into some kind of clinic
I couldn’t be alone because without you I’m sick
Here’s my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time
If I had one wish

I don’t even know how we ended upon this road
And, even though we are grown, Girl I just want you to know

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time

an update soon.
pics from papa kriz.

moments of gayness and laughter.






"gay"

animo lasalle.

na receive ko yung email sa 4a yahoo groups bout pics etc..so i checked mama blog and looked for the pics.

and yeah, nostalgia came over me.

im supposed to read some anatomy books and a few english books.
but..

somehow..

id rather write stuff here.

i know its late to look back but alam nyo na..
better late than never.

ano nga ba ginagawa natin nung highschool?

ewan haha..basta masaya. may mga bagay na gusto mo gawin na pwedeng gawin noon (counter, gimik on IMPULSE, sine, etc) na hinde na gaano kadali gawin ngayon..

meron din naman pwede mo gawin ngayon na hinde pwede gawin noon..(long hair, secks (?), chickas!, etc.)

at..

mga panahon, tulad ngayon, na nakaupo ka lang at nagiisip..minsan nagsusulat..pero mainly nagiisip..

come to think of it, mas madami na akong pwedeng isipin ngayon..
hinde naman sa wala akong iniisip noon pero..

basta, iba.

ewan! haha..emoness. yan talaga problema pag nahihiwalay ka sa tropa.

dito kung nasaan ako..

lumalamig na..konti na lang ay malalaglag na ang nyebe (snow)..at oo, first time kong makakakita nito..

nalalaglag na ang mga dahon..pag dating ko dito wala pang mga dahon sa puno..nakita ko silang naging green..at ngayon, mga orange at pula na sila..ang iba namay nalalaglag na..

ilang araw na lang, wala na namang mga dahon.

ang bilis ng araw..at sa pagkakaalam ko sem break nyo..

buti pa kayo may ganyan, ako wala. haha!

kung may nagbabasa man nito salamat..
thanks for the times we shared, and for the time you're taking to read this.

TRADITION na naming mag post ng random lyrics dito..im not about to break it

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Nothing at All
Carlos Santana

I am a victim of my time
A produce of my age
There’s no choosing my direction
I was a holy man but now
With all my trials behind me
I am weak in my conviction

And so I walk to try to get away
Knowing that someday I will finally have to face
The fear that will come from knowing that
The one thing I had left was you
And now you’re gone

You were a victim of my crimes
A product of my rage
You were a beautiful distraction
I kept you locked away outside
Let misery provide
And now I am ashamed

And so I walk to try to find a space
Where I can be alone to live with my mistakes
And the fear that will come
From knowing that the one thing
I had left was you
And now you’re gone

Chorus
Is there nothing at all
That i can do to turn your heart
Is there nothing to lean on
That could help erase the scars
Te quiero – me quiero
And I could use a little strength before I fall
Is there nothing at all

I am victim of my time
A product of the age
You alone are my obsession
You were the one I left behind
You’ve been heavy on my mind
It’s been a lonely road I’ve traveled

And so I walk to try to get away
Knowing that someday I will finally have to face
The fear that will come from knowing that
The one thing I had left was you
And now you’re gone

Chorus
Is there nothing at all
That I can do to turn your heart
Is there nothing to lean on
That cold help erase the scars
Te quiero – me quiero
And I could use a little strength before I fall
Is there nothing at all
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well yun muna, naglalabas lang ng lungkot.

mag TAG naman kayo, para kayong mga patay!
hehe..sa uulitin.